I don't want to become fucking garbage like you

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Of course my dad would make me feel like shit just when I’m starting to feel better

took a depression test online

here are the results

Major Depression: Extremely High

Dysthymia: Very High

Bipolar Disorder: Very Slight

Cyclothymia: Slight-Moderate

Seasonal Affective Disorder: High

Postpartum Depression: N/A

http://www.depressedtest.com/

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i fucking miss cutting

so yup mom found my blade

but she didn’t say anything about it

o/

I made the most stupid mistake ever
My mum found my blade and she threw it away

yesterday I went to bed around 1am

I fell asleep around 5

I couldn’t stop thinking

then when my mom woke me up to go to school I couldn’t stop crying

and she asked me what do I want to do with my life

I said I’d just kill myself

she laughed and told me to get ready

thanks mom

I wish I wanted to stop cutting

I know it’s a bad habit but I really like it

Tag(s): #self harm

It’s 4am and I should be asleep but I don’t want to sleep cause then I’ll have to go to school and I don’t want to but I’ve been missing school for like a month now and my exams are in a few months and my parents are really starting to regret my existence
So I should really sleep and go to school and study
But
No
It’s a lot better to completely screw my life

I literally just have to hold on till may and then I can go

you have two options :

  1. get some help, like a therapist
  2. force them to go to school anyway, no matter how much they cry, and ignore them when they tell you how bad they feel

my parents being nice human beings

decided to go with the second option.

oh how I love them